But yes I think u and I r passed all of that now. Much better to stay
in our own places. (not u and me in another place, but just being at home,
safe).
When I am gone u wont change . I know it. I used to think you were stubborn
until I realized that you were operating on a program you could not change
from
u might have left the Army - but the Army never left u.
which maybe explains why i was attracted to you, my beautiful soldier.
Like me. Our training does that
That is why we are not people.
took me time to learn becs I seen sooooo much stupidity
i never imagined a YOU to get so close to my heart with a knife, just
to protect me.
and hold and keep me.
i never imagined that my last days I would have my own soldier
making me into a soldier
make me be as brave as I imagine I am
Just a Witch and a Soldier
All I know is FUK it u are sexy. Hard to believe that those photos are/were
u. Like me – hard to believe that beautiful person is me .
Its terrible this age thing. Terrible. There is no lesson to be learned
from ageing till decrepitude. No value in suffering humiliating vulnerability.
Anyway my franco. This little apartment is looking like a little palace,
with the flowers and the plants and my lovely chair and so on.
And I have u to thank for that.
People will never understand our relationship.
Franco my parents didnt bring me up to waste my life.
And I tell u they were brave, very brave. They now serve as my inspiration
and I too must be brave.
as YOU make me every day. The Alert Pilot!
There can be nothing worse than watching the life being drained out of
granny in her dementia.and her nappies.
It is different for all of us. there is yr mom, seemingly healthy, as
was yr dad. And your mom has family support etc.
then there was my gran who thru no fault of her own was left too, without
family.
Different for all of us . And nobody can judge.
"Which leaves us angels", as you like to say
you said: "who the fu**ing else would be out here in this shit to save
your sorry arse?"
"you have the hope of us - or you have nothing" LOL
donna darkwolf will be your angel, my husband my minion my soldier and
my beautiful Friend
your only Donna darkwolf ragazza!
ROMA VICTOR!!!
